friendship and love

I believe, friendship is more strong than love.. I don't know why, I just feel my heart has closed to another boy's.  like not be pretanding anymore. I can be my self again.  but the problem, I like don't want have relationship anymore.what the real means of love? bulshit. there's nothing special with that words. just sadness, unfaithfull, and broken. that's means real of love. that's it what I knew. and nothing special anymore. aproximately, I wanna cry if  I told about this topic but I also can't do anything.I want to know what the real answears! T_T