survive with brokenly

although I Know I hate to say this, I will to holding out. and try to forget all I have and my feelings.
I don't know, what happend with him. but, he look different than yesterday. I don't know why, he didn't gave me a reasons for that. maybe I made mistake with him, I don't know.
But I receive what I'm getting now. maybe, he not my true love for me. huh.. I hate to say this.
what happend with him ? godness.. give me power for faced this prob. in order that I can fixed smile :) I believe,that many still people caring me. that can survive with brokenly. tht's not prob.. o,yah. GOOD MORNING WORLD !! ;) I WILL DO THE BEST FOR ALL MY LIFE. SURVIVE..SURVIE..AND SMILE.