08.25

gw,posting blog ini lwt hp.. tiduRan.Masih PaKe BaJu Yang KemaRen,Rambut acaK2an,mata benGKaK,Pusing,sKT Ht gw..SaNGKin saKitnYA,gw tahan untuK NaNGis.MaKin lama gw hiduP,Gw ngeRASa maKin ga da gunanYA.malahan,gw rasa smangat gw da ga tau kemana.MunGKin ga da sama sekali.. Skg jam 08.25 hari yg sm sprti kmrn2..

So down

Ga ngerti,makin lama gw idup,makin g kuat gw ngejalaninya.Dah hampir gila kyanya gw! Skg,gw da smgt lg mw ngejalanin apaun.. gw benci bgt sm dia!Benci banget!

new college

finally, I'll entry new college in trisakti. faculty of design comunication visual :)

NOW

I HATE HIM RITE NOW! he hurted me. and I wanna he let go away from me. although, I'm still love him till whenever. But I hate him s much!

Aku akan terus seperti ini sampai kapanpun

teman..bantu gue yah supaya gue bisa,gue sanggup buat nyimpen smua apa yang gue rasain sekarang tntg seseorang yg ga pernah tau apa yg gue rasain sekarang. walawpun begitu, dia tau gue ada rasa terhadapnya.ada cinta yang slalu bilang pada jiwa ini, "get u're spirit up TASYA!" dia slalu bilang itu pada hati gue yg smangkin beku akannya. dia bilang, " although u are alone but I'm still with u now. and no leave u aNYMore" terus,gue diem sejenak. lama'',hati gue sakit..dan sakit itu yg slalu ngingetin gue sama hal''indah tentang apa yg menjadi obsesi gue selama ini. pikiran gue sering dibuat sedih dan terkadang cape sm apa obsesi gue dan berujung sakit. tapi, itulah resiko gue yg harus gue terima. gue cmn bisa terima,nangis then I can't do anything for him. gue j=cmn bs berharap..berharap dan selalu berharap smua akan baik''aja seperti kmrn''.temen''.. gue disini buat kalian, begitu juga sebaliknya. gue disini butuh lo smua.butuh smgt''lo smua dan smua yg udh temen''lakuin ke gue itu berarti bgt buat hati dan jiwa gue yg udh hampir membeku. dia yg slalu gue syg..slalu gue pikirin kemana aja gue prgi. cmn dia yg skg ada di stiap apa yg gue lakuin. gue tau, gue bisa!

survive with brokenly

although I Know I hate to say this, I will to holding out. and try to forget all I have and my feelings.
I don't know, what happend with him. but, he look different than yesterday. I don't know why, he didn't gave me a reasons for that. maybe I made mistake with him, I don't know.
But I receive what I'm getting now. maybe, he not my true love for me. huh.. I hate to say this.
what happend with him ? godness.. give me power for faced this prob. in order that I can fixed smile :) I believe,that many still people caring me. that can survive with brokenly. tht's not prob.. o,yah. GOOD MORNING WORLD !! ;) I WILL DO THE BEST FOR ALL MY LIFE. SURVIVE..SURVIE..AND SMILE.

waiting for nothing

nobody can't feel what I'm feeling now.I just can wait..and waiting for nothing .